Ice Queen Diva

My chest hurts again...

I feel such negative feelings inside me. I don't know myself what feelings they are. There are just too many of them!

My mind is spinning round and round trying to get a grip on the whole situation.

I am turning back into the ice queen I used to be.

I feel like crying tears of blood just so this pain would stop.

I just wished that I could turn back time so I can avoid all of this.

I wished that I could just look into the future and see what I could do to change the situation.

I wished someone could just kill me...

There is only someone who can save me and that person is myself. Unfortunately, I feel like my wings holding my morals and my faith has broke into millions of pieces.